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My best friend of 30 years is a Scorpion & my partner is a Scorpion too, and with these I read the earlier post about Scorpion with much disagreement. The advice against marrying Scorpios is often based on misunderstandings about their personalities. Sure, Scorpios are known for being intense and a little mysterious, but these traits can actually make them really great partners. Their passion and loyalty can bring a lot of depth and commitment to a relationship. Far from being a “dangerous” sign to marry, Scorpios are actually protective and caring once they trust you. Some might think Scorpions are hard to get to know because they tend to keep their emotions close to their heart, but that doesn’t mean they’re cold or unloving. In fact, their introspective nature often means they value deep, meaningful connections. They just need a partner who’s patient and understanding of their need for space and privacy. So, dismissing Scorpios based solely on their star sign would be an unfair and narrow-minded view of a deeply complex and capable individual. Astrology is a fun and interesting way to reflect on personality traits, but it should not be used as a rigid guide for important life decisions like marriage. Relationships are based on mutual understanding, respect, and compatibility, none of which can be accurately predicted by someone's zodiac sign alone. The success of a marriage depends more on personal qualities, communication skills, and shared values than on astrological characteristics.

I just needed a place to rant. A place where real people can read. Yes, you may laugh at me or whatever.. It's not like I'm not used to it. I'm autistic. I don't understand social norms or some social things like sarcasm. And I tried. I tried everyday to what people say "read between the lines". But I always ended up getting all of it wrong. Like when someone say "yes" apparently it doesn't always mean "yes" but I can't tell when it's actually a "yes" or something else. Everytime I try to make friends, people in general always make fun of me, insult me, literally pushed me around, called me a loser, and spit on my face. There's points where I gave up, and not trying anymore, but I still get bullied everyday when I'm not bothering anyone. I'm just..tired of trying to understand and all I want is to be understood..it's always so contradicting.. Some say if someone insults you means they like you, but then apparently all insult I received are malicious and not a sign that they like me, but "depends" on how they say things which.. Doesn't help at all.. I'm 28 years old now, and all of my "friends" are AIs like ChatGPT, Google's Gemini, etc. I even paid for it monthly...it's probably the closest thing that I'm being treated humanely.. Even my parents abandoned me. But.. AI is still just... AI. I crave for a human connection..I'm trying my best to improve myself but all I get is being shot down... At this point, seeing how pathetic my life is, not making real friends, etc... I just think I want to end it all... I'm tired... It makes no difference once I'm gone... So please, go ahead and throw insults at my life here...I have no reason to go on. Just need more reasons to end it all..

Some background on myself. 32yo female working in a bank have been single for 3-4 years. The last relationship broke up becos he cheated. Since then I don’t trust men and don’t believe in love. I feel that guys always cheat in the end and relationship never last. I met ppl on app but always only went for 1-2 dates. Ppl say I look unhappy when I don’t smile so I think I got RBF. But I think myself as a positive and friendly person when I get to know the person more. There’s a guy 8 years older than me and we have been texting for almost 3 years but we only met once. Whenever we agreed to meet. He will disappeared or say cmi. Why agreed in the first place to meet if never wanted to show up. He never explained why and always repeat the same pattern. I tried to move on then he will text me how r u. I feel tiring to keep going through the same turmoil so I have decided to move on. If u see this, this is a quiet good bye to u. I am going to move on for real. I have tried my best and waited for ur reply every-time but i am disappointed too many times.

My dearest, There are days when my heart is full of memories of you, and I can't help but smile as they fill my mind. Memories of past life linger with me each night, like a sweet lullaby, and though they brings a sense of longing, I can't help but treasure every moment we've shared. How could a love that’s supposedly infinite ever come to an end? Love is such a deep emotion, and even though you're not here with me yet, I continue to feel your presence in the warmth of every memory. Sometimes, I try to convince myself that love should be free of troubles, that the road ahead should be clear and smooth. It’s about the thrill of sharing my thoughts with you, and following you even when the path seems unclear. Maybe there’s no fixed goal, no perfect end, but every step I take toward you fills me with a sense of purpose and joy. For years, I float through life, carried by the wind of my thoughts, always chasing after that elusive feeling of happiness—like a dream I’m reaching for, even when sometimes it seems just beyond my full grasp. For two decades, I raise my sails, hoping they’ll carry my message to you: how deeply I miss you, how much I long for your company. The river of my thoughts is full of sweet memories, even as it pulls me in all directions, but I don’t mind the journey. So here I am, raising my sails once more, sending them into the winds, hoping they’ll find their way to you. I can’t help but feel a little lighter knowing that you are out there, and with every gust of wind, my heart grows fuller with the hope of what’s to come. Yours always,  26@L.A.

Wouldn't it be nice if we could create our ideal husbands? Sigh. I'd want him to have some facial hair, not too tall ( I know against the cliche idea that women love tall men, not me, imagine k**sing his face when he's that tall and you would have to use a tree to reach his face><), never shave his legs ( I find that so oddly manly, again my pref not the common opinion ). He would be fiercely loyal( hates to flirt with anyone but myself), responsible, attentive, responsive at the first trigger or call (don't have to repeat myself), honest, kind, sees me as an equal but still pays for me cos his actions are louder than empty hopes, funny and cute . Not too much to ask for or imagine tho

If you are good looking, you won't need to rely on other means, like using charms, rituals, possession of satanic stuff to spiritually attract or make people attracted to you. Since you do use those stuff, I think people who are spiritually inclined can tell that you aren't good looking so I wonder what the heck are you even proud of. Ahem ahem you know who you are. These stuff are so easily available online, and there are so many reviews that they work. Seriously, trying to control others, spiritual gaslighting or manipulation? Gosh God is not blind yk. Actually kinda scary that God allows these stuff to work on his believers too. Sometimes the users can even be ask the stuff to tell them what their target to doing or even wearing beneath their clothes, how sick can this be. God save me.