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I'm just a Singapore citizen who has no friends, family or anyone. I am someone without family, friends, and anyone who will love me for who I am in this country. I feel I'm an empty hollow husk of human body with only pure grief, pain and loneliness. I have dream and goals however there are no one with me, everyday in near future I will see no one, there will be no home for me, no family or love to be there for me. I am writing this to hope that there's something in near future that the government can do something about the protection from harassment act 2014, where people who have mental health disorder and psychiatric disabilities to live equally like normal human beings in singapore. I know it might not means anything to you, however I'm begging for my message to reach you to read it. I know I'm a nobody and have nothing so I have no rights to say and feel about anything despite I'm a citizen of Singapore. I hope one day the government is able to do something on the internet especially having Singapore citizens cyber bullying and harassing people who are weaker. Base on The Protection from Harassment Act 2014 (POHA) is a statute of the Parliament of Singapore that criminalises harassment, stalking, and other anti-social behaviour. The law is designed specifically to make acts of cyberbullying and online harassment a criminal offence. This law commenced on 15 November 2014 and it was introduced by Introduced by K Shanmugam (Minister for Law) apparently from Wikipedia, as I do not study law. This year I had been cyber shamed and bullied more than twice this year, one was from Facebook, and more than 5 times was on Reddits. I made a police report for the first 3 on Facebook where I was shame of buying a kids meal in the takagi ramen shop simei branch. 26 days ago where I made a post on an online platform called Reddit under subreddit called AskSingapore. I had asked how to migrate to Australia without a degree, since I have nothing here in Singapore that made me considered being a citizen of Singapore. I was being cyber bullied and shame by many singaporeans for using poor English, when I was taught broken English since young while I had ADHD which made my brain learn slower. It made me feel like for someone do not deserve to live like a normal human. When I shared about my mental health experience and views, which I was being discriminated as misogynistic from one of a moderator in that sub group. There are some people whom told me indirectly that if I can't handle cyber harassment or bullying I should not use this platform and I felt that it is trying to tell me I do not have the rights to use just because I'm not as strong as others mentally. It really made me wonder if I'm being harassed or bullied and shame in the real world, would I have no rights to live and should be dead instead just like how I should not be online? There are many Singaporeans however who actually instigated me to suicide when I felt really depressed about it. Some of them did not know the impact that they gave to others like people who are special needs or mentally sick. It is trying to say that we aren't normal and we have no human rights to be online or offline, to be accepted in working society or social world, having no rights to be loved by people as we are an emotional burden or baggage to people. Over the years especially this pandemic had really affected many people to be even more cruel to commit cyber bullying, harassment and discrimination towards people especially who are special needs or mental health patients to make them feel they do not have the right to feel or be in the same world as them. Special needs or mental illness, humans are still humans after all. Singapore was known to be a democratic and peaceful country however it is not mentally safe as it appears to be. Singaporeans shame elderly online as well for not sitting appropriately. I do not have any connections to these people but I felt that they weren't born in this generation as more than half of their life were exposed to previous culture and it would be difficult for them to change in this new generation. I do feel that the elderly do not have any intention to hurt people and are only leading their life. Being shame by our own country citizen is more immorally wrong and just because it's legal it allowed and advocate more adults to do so, as well. I was cyber bullied on the 06/10/23,the incident occurred on Friday 06/10/23 where I shared a Facebook post on a Facebook group called Complaint Singapore around 12noon. I post about experience I had with a ramen shop, Takagi Ramen, where I bought a kids meal and did not have promotion freebies that was supposed to be given. I had made a police report a total of 3 times while the first has responded to me but I had reported as doxxing so it was a close case. The 2nd report failed to called me due to me having a counselling session at that point of time however, I called back and was told to wait for the call but never had since then till the 3rd reports as well. Some singaporeans had tried to bash me online for wasting Singapore police force resource and time and that was how I got cyber bullied as I am nobody or do not have a parent who is either rich or having high influence or power status. 26 days ago I made a post regarding myself on how can I migrate to Australia due to many years of being bullied and child abuse, however on one part I was actually cyber harassed and insult by a guy just because my English wasn't good enough to understand. Other occasions on the last month and this month was when I had made a post speaking of how and why other adults who are normal human beings that are smart are able to have sex or love but for special needs people like us we do not have the right to be treated normally as well, which ends up getting me being bullied again. I was harassed by one of a moderator in one of the group by saying I'm misogynistic, and do not use this platform if I am snowflake. I wonder if I am being abused and bullied in real life, am I not allowed to live in this earth? All of this made me feel my life and existence here means nothing to the country. My birthday is coming in a few days which falls on the 11th of December but I'm more concerned about this and myself to be homeless as HDB has rejected my appeal to stay alone in a single room rental flat, which i had spent nearly 6 months replying to hdb and even raise the issue to MP Jessica tan. I had lost a place to live as I was forced by my friends of 16 years to rent at their house and to get evicted after a year and moved to a rehabilitation shelter however being assaulted twice and evicted this coming end of year. I do not hope to have a pleasant birthday but to wish that I would be able to have a roof in HDB rental flat to able to study and find a meaning in my life, as well as my concerns of being a human in Singapore as someone who had mental disorders as well as psychiatric disorder to live as a normal human and protection towards senior citizens from being shame online. I'm aware that I'm nobody however I hope the my words would raise a concern to the government take the protection from the act law strictly that can applies to the Reddit forums as there are cyber bullying as well or to ban Reddit from being able to use in Singapore as well as the protection for senior citizens and people who are special needs, who have psychiatric disabilities or mental health disorder to have a human rights.