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I just learnt things the hard way. As a super introvert who choose to do delivery jobs due to social anxiety and depression. I forced myself to join a tour group with my best friend with a small tour of 20+ people. It's a short one to Thailand. "Forced" is probably a bad choice of words btw, it's more like I am convinced to challenge myself. I am not someone who is good with social ques and often appears selfish because I can only take care of myself. Somehow, I managed to make more than 3 person in the tour group dislike me. One of them make it so obvious that when I smile and greet her "morning" (since its what everyone does), she just turn away. But when my bestie greeted her, she is ok. The rest still bother to greet back but I could tell it's out of courtesy. Don't ask me what I did, I don't remember doing anything bad intentionally to them. I don't even chat much with them, I am just with my friend when she chatted with them. I join in the conversation once in awhile only. I asked my friend if I did anything wrong to these 3-4 people (they're from different groups, they're not a clique of friends/family) but she couldn't really recall any incident... She say maybe is my body language... But we both couldn't figure out ... I know I can hack care them because after the trip, we'll probably not see each other anymore. But I can't help but think if people are so easily offended to the point they need to show it then it's really hard for me to get myself into social situations. I don't understand social ques and I eill just continue to make enemies on the way while I improve my skill. Just how many enemies do I want to make?